The follow- through.....

I am still at it. I admit, I originally entertained the notion of being lazy today and skipping my workout. Then I made myself go back and reread my earlier blog posts, and I saw how success made me so happy. I realized that I can be lazy after I work out! At least then, it will be earned. So I put on my big girl panties and did my Turbo Jam Ab Jam and Learn/Burn. It was a good 50 minutes of fitness. Now I am relaxing with some cold water and (of course) clementines. I feel so good having conquered yet another day of exercise! To think, I almost let this pass me by. How stupid. Shame on me.
 On a different note, I have realized that I can't workout in front of my husband. He is off today, and he got out of bed during my workout. When he came in the room, I stopped for a second out of embarrassment. He told me not to feel ashamed, that he was proud of me, then he left the room so I could finish. Why am I so self conscious in front of him? This man has seen me naked at my worst, but somehow exercising in front of him seems impossible. I just can't do it; I am totally mortified at the mere thought of him seeing me in action. It is so weird! I should explore this more and find out why it bugs me so much. Perhaps tomorrow I will have some ideas. If you have any, feel free to comment. Anyway, other than that there isn't much to say. I worked out, I feel great, and I made myself proud by sticking to my regimen. Now for that well deserved shower and some relaxation! Until next time....