Monday, July 11, 2011

Old age strikes again.....wait.....what?

Ok, so I didn't blog today. Actually, the last couple days. I also totally spaced today and forgot that it is Monday! I didn't weigh or measure! My god, I am truly slipping. I plan to do those things tomorrow morning as soon as I get up. One day won't make that big a difference, right? *sigh* It seems lately as if the days just get away with me. I never really know what day it is anymore. Old age seems to be sneaking up on me. Maybe it is stress. I am currently employed part time, but I want full time. Everyday I fill out applications and search job listings for Rad tech positions. It has been 2 months to the day since I graduated. I know that isn't terribly long, but I had hoped to find something by now. With limited finances, it is difficult to maintain the healthy diet I crave. I mean, I eat healthy, but just not exactly what I would like to eat. If I had more money, I could afford all the ingredients for some of those vegan recipes I have found, or the tons of fruits and veggies I want, or the zillion healthy toppings for my salads. Instead, I am limited on what I can buy. I eat healthy, but with less diversity than I had hoped. A full time job would change all that. Also, I didn't workout today. I know Monday is my optional day, but I feel like I should have. I hate the guilt. I know skipping a day here and there is necessary, but I always feel bad for it. Oh well. I am just gloomy today. Pay me no mind. Hopefully tomorrow will be brighter. Until then....